Song time! And update on recovery/help with anyone's problems

Branches scrape my window again.
The moon is the only light I see.
Bloody hearts lay at your feet.
You could have saved them,
but you let them bleed.
(chorus)
Is knowing better?
Or is staying ignorant right?
Is anyone gonna help me?
Help me put up a fight?
Why do you yell?
Why does wherever you step end in tragedy?
So just leave me alone?
Walk through the door,
set my heart free!
Oh goin, going, gone.

(next part)
Shadows are all I see.
Pain is all I know.
Tragedy is addicted to me.
When it comes to you even the devil weeps.
When you left me I was strong,
I didn't even cry!
(chorus)

Is knowing better?
Or is staying ignorant right?
Is anyone gonna help me?
Help me put up a fight?
Why do you yell?
Why does wherever you step end in tragedy?
So just leave me alone?
Walk through the door,
set my heart free!
Oh goin, going, gone.

(next part)
You destroy the crossroads of peoples lives.
You make me wish love was true.
You make me wonder.
You always say, that sticks and stones will break my bones, but words will break my will to survive, no matter how much I try to stay alive.
Why do the good die young?
Instead of helping me, your only killing me.
(final chorus)

Is knowing better?
Or is staying ignorant right?
Is anyone gonna help me?
Help me put up a fight?
Why do you yell?
Why does wherever you step end in tragedy?
So just leave me alone?
Walk through the door,
set my heart free!
Oh goin, going, gone.
(Last/final part)
I guess staying ignorant was better.
I guess your only mostly full of tragedies
Who am I foolin I cried.
When you were goin, going, gone.
Thanks for reading, recording up soon if time permits.
And to anyone wondering treatment is going awesomely I am now up to 80 pounds! Which is a big improvement from 68 pounds. If you have any stories/questions/ need to talk just comment below.
          


And here is the picture of the day and yesterday's:

In this picture I imagine that this girl lives in the 12th century and lives a busy life, and the only time she can find piece of mind is when she losses herself in music.

I think this girl would be a princess from a kingdom at war. She is in despair and crying because her love was killed in the war of her kingdom and his. Meaning that there love was forbidden.